My Thoughts

When we are lost, we can always count on time; it heals wounds, opens new paths, and provides new experiences, with which we may enlighten ourselves. Time is the great revealer, the flashlight that banishes the darkness of the mind. What was cloudy becomes clearer as infinite, deathless time takes it’s toll. This has once again proven true in my personal experience.

For so long, I waited for you, Holly. I patiently waited while you recovered from broken relationships of old, and while you tried to start new ones right in front of my own eyes. I kept telling myself that I didn’t mind waiting for you, but time has shown me otherwise. The longer I waited, the more you seemed to take me for granted, and the more your own selfishness was emphasized. But time has shown me a new path to walk, and though our lives will still be intertwined, they will not be one, untited.

I have found another; one that I cherish with all my heart and soul. We will never be together, and yet even still her love is more pure and selfless than yours has ever been to me. Most importantly, she makes me happy, so happy. You make me happy, too, Holly, but it doesn’t matter to you because you care only for yourself sometimes. But Ani is different…she means the world to me, and I to her.

I love you, Ani.

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